lost in wolseley in the rain

[Rrain] April 18th, 2004 Posted in my life » Tags: , ,
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I was going stir crazy in my apartment, which I tend to at the oddest hours, and decided that midnight was the perfect time to go strolling around a nearby neighborhood. It wasn’t actually my intention to go to a strange place, but I got outside the back door of my building and instead of heading straight ahead, toward the forks and over the bridge to St. Boniface, or taking a right and going down by the river and then over another bridge into Osborne village, I went right and back, over Osborne and towards Wolseley.

Crossing a parking lot I used to cross in the opposite direction all the time, when I lived up on Sherbrook in my second year of university, a song came on my discman that I used to listen to back in those days, back in my clubbing days. It felt kind of strange. It was also probably why I kept on walking and didn’t go right home again, because my mind started spinning off and I didn’t want it to stop. That’s what walking is for, for me, after all.

It was surprisingly easy to get lost, and I didn’t care. There are some gorgeous buildings in this area, big old houses that have been broken up into apartments. I had a friend who lived in this area once, in one of those houses, though I can’t remember quite which one since I was only there a couple of times. My McDonald’s-working self coveted that apartment something fierce.

I had no idea where I was until I stumbled across the place where I worked on a short film years ago. Actually, I still didn’t know quite where I was, but I knew what I was close to and not far past it I recognized a street name (one street over from an apartment I used to live in, but many blocks down). I turned and started toward the river, figuring I was pretty close to the bridge and the hospital. It was still barely raining, not even uncomfortable at all, but then I like the rain, and have happily walked in it when it was fiercely pouring.

I came out of my lost haze into the gates of Middle Gate. I haven’t been by there since last August, and back then I arrived by following a path through the woods by the river, which is an entirely different experience. Middle Gate, along with West Gate and East Gate, is a little enclave of huge old mansions (and a few modern houses that seem very out of place). Majestic mansions with creeping ivy and ornate carved lions decorating the front stairs.

It was probably about 12:30, and as I turned the corner from Middle Gate onto East Gate the rain turned to snow. It was just tiny flakes at first, then became bigger and bigger. It was the kind of snow that you only get here in the fall and spring, the soft, wet, fluffy kind that sticks together into chunks as it falls and then melts the moment it hits the ground. I stopped for a moment and watched it fall past a streetlight, so beautiful.

After that my path led me towards home again, and this time I knew where I was going, more or less, or knew which landmarks to look for. I took and earlier turn up back towards Osborne and passed the curling club that I’ve always thought looked like a Swiss chalet (an actual Swiss chalet, not the restaurant). A number of years ago I was walking along there with Ryan and Jon and we had to call the cops on Ryan’s cell phone (yes, poor college kids had cell phones even back in 96) because some guy was beating on his girlfriend in a car in the parking lot.

And the across Osborne and past the Lege and along the river and home. And to the washroom because wow did I have to pee for the last fifteen minutes or so of the walk. I was out about an hour I think, not bad. And my back didn’t even hurt when I was done, which was a nice change from the usual.

All of it was a nice change from the usual, really.

skatin’

[Rrain] February 21st, 2004 Posted in my life » Tags: , ,
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When my computer started acting up after lunch today I took it as a sign and went out skating again. And this time I remembered to bring my camera with me. (Though, well, I should’ve checked the batteries first. Luckily a flash wasn’t required.)

So, since I actually went and took the pictures, you are now subjected to a picto-journal of my afternoon. Note: every one of these pictures was taken on the river.

sign
Because we clearly like to state the obvious.

skate maze
New this year, a skate maze at the Forks. Which was peopled entirely with small children who had no awareness of anyone skating but themselves. And was therefore not as fun as it sounds.

sleigh ride
You could almost forget you’re in the middle of a city, once in a while.

hockey
And what would a Canadian winter be without hockey, anyway? There are currently two hockey rinks and five sheets of curling ice cleared and painted.

chip truck
For when you’ve worked up an appetite after the hockey game. In the white tent (which is actually much larger than it appears in the picture) there was a band playing Johnny B. Goode as I skated by. I mostly like this picture for the sign above the chip truck.

fire
At first glance this may seem somewhat unwise, but eh. =) They have two or three firepit stops along the trail, to warm up at. It was a gorgeous day today, though. No warming up necessary.

bike rider
And finally, this guy. Who was actually the third bike rider on the river I passed, but the first I got a clear shot of. He was obviously wondering why the psycho with the camera was taking a picture of him.

should be in bed

[Rrain] June 9th, 2003 Posted in my life » Tags: ,
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Pride today. It was big and loud and wonderful, and I came home drunk and sunburned. Couldn’t have asked for a better day. Met up with RM at noon, as planned (woo for people who are on time!), and wandered around. So many people I know from years ago are still in the city, which surprises me because so many of the people I knew well are gone. Finally met up with RM’s friends about two minutes before the parade started. After the parade, we hopped in the back of one of the guys’ pick-up truck — we’re so refined — and hauled ass to the liquor store, then to Fort Rouge Park to drink and picnic for a couple hours. They had tickets for the cabaret tonight and I was going to call and see if any were still available, but I came home for a nap and slept for four hours (that’s what I get for staying up until dawn). Which is probably for the best because ow. Sunburn.

Still struggling with what, in my life, will make me happy. I’m certainly not where I’m at right now, but I’m content and it’s easy and that’s a really hard thing to leave. On good day, I wonder why I want to; on bad days, I wonder why I haven’t already. The thing is, every time I think of something I might want to do, I start worrying — what if that’s not good enough either? What if I never find what I’m looking for?

Besides one brief day of

[Rrain] January 29th, 2003 Posted in my life » Tags: ,
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Besides one brief day of relative warmth, during which we had, of course, a snowstorm, the temperatures have been frigid again. Not the -47 of last week, but an uncomfortable -30 and lower. I haven’t been out skating in over a week now, which is frustrating, because when the wind whips along the ice on the river it can feel pretty sharp. I might go today after work, though. Days are starting to get long enough that I have almost an hour of (albeit dim) daylight after I get off work, assuming I don’t have to work overtime.

I have a couple more reviews I want to write, but I’ve been trying to finish a short story and feel guilty about working on anything else when that’s hanging over my head. I figured out a long time ago that the best way to get anything done is to not feel guilty about the things that you’re not doing, but that’s easier said than done.